The scream was exhausting - it always was, but this wasn’t just a scream to clear her mind, to clear her thoughts. She was searching with this scream, for the lost, for the past, for the one that she had thought was gone for good. Lydia knew, before she even opened her eyes, that it had worked.
"Allison?“
The name came off her lips like a prayer, and she opened up her eyes to see her, her best friend, her sister, the one person that she had loved unconditionally and had asked for nothing in return. A sob escaped her lips, and she started nodding, not even certain she could voice how she felt in that moment.
She could see her Allison.
Shock ran clear through her veins, her dark eyes glazed over at the prospect of it working. Had it? Will it? But he friends matching expression, the feeling that centered from her. It had worked, she could see her. Joy spread through the girl, a feeling she didn’t know she was allowed to have. Still it was there, just for her best friend.
"Its me Lydia.”
Words almost choked from her mouth, Allison didn’t yet know if tears were possible. But deep down she knew if so, they would be streaming down her cheeks. Some of sadness for where they were, but for happiness that they might be able to have.
“It is believed that la Bete was finally trapped and killed by a renown hunter who claimed his wife and four children were the first to fall prey to the creature. His name was Argent.”
It’s okay. It’s okay, it’s okay. It’s okay, it’s perfect. I’m in the arms of my first love. The first person I ever loved. The person I’ll always love. I love you, Scott. Scott McCall.
So, as she was dying and she had her last breath, I was saying my lines and I kept saying, “I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.” And I remember one of the producers came over and said, “Please don’t say that because she loves Isaac.” [But] I do feel like Allison still loves Scott. And I think in that moment, she said she loves him because that’s still there. So it was hard for me to hold back those feelings because as an actor, I feel like that’s still there. So I don’t know how it’s going to turn out, but it was interesting for me as an actor because I so strongly felt the urge to say it to him even though she wasn’t supposed to. So that was interesting.
hello! so 1 sorry about the delay on replies, i've been fighting urges to stick over here for dumb mun inadequacy reasons. but i should push all drafts out tomorrow! love y'all bunches <3
